Whoop Dee Doo

Yes! Testing is officially over for me! I feel so free! I can just run and skip around naked out of shear happiness!

I took the Advanced Placement Writing Test today and I breezed through the multiple choice but when it came to the essay portion I struggled a bit. But at this point I just don't care anymore. School from now on is going to be stress free since the school year is almost over and I'm graduating. It's time to move on and leave the drama behind. I just want to have fun for the rest of the school year and not have one worry-bug.

Tomorrow I'm going to the beach at night to have a bonfire with friends and I'm going to indulge myself in not just one s'more but three s'mores! Yeah it sounds pathetic but I've been on a diet practically all my life so eating a little more than I usually do is a treat.

No stress! Yippee! Finally I have the time to sit down and actually read. I'm going start off this little vacation with Naked Lunch, doesn't that just sound scrumptious?

OoooOOohh Lala!

Like I've mentioned before, Prom is coming up, actually it's in precisely 1 week and 3 days and I've still not found a dress. See, I'm not the type of person to care much for dances but I'm starting to panic. While everyone else is planning the pictures places, matching tuxedo, and corsage, I'm still rummaging around for a dress. So far I have no clue what I'm going to where and my date is starting to panic as well.

So yesterday, I starting skimming through different websites for dresses and I found this absolutely adorable Bebe dress and was only on sale for a little over $100. I drooled when I saw it and was super excited about finally finding a dress BUT while I was panting and gawking at the image, I realized that the dress was brand new and apparently "unavailable". Yep this is what happens when you're me; God finds any reason or opportunity to spite me. Here's an image of it just so you get what I'm talking about.



And here's the description!
It's hard not to be a temptress is a silk strapless dress. Princess pleating runs down the bodice; soft shirring gathers in semi-sheer bands. The hem builds with layers of rounded petals. Draped silk floats along your skin. Finishes high on the thigh, for even more appeal.
drooool*

What a W(B)itch

This week I must say is pretty hectic. I have testing to worry about for one but also the ridiculous rumors that have been circulating around school lately about me. So due to my blabber mouth I said something I wasn't suppose to say but I apologized for it. But does she really feel the need to talk so much shit? Seriously I can't even walk to class without having someone giving me a nasty look or a snicker. I was walking to class today and I said "hi" to this one girl who I've been saying hi to since the beginning of this year and her response to my pleasant greeting was a cold unnecessary glare. And this is precisely why I don't like making too many girlfriends. I swear, some girls are the most sensitive, vicious, back-stabbing, shit-talking, superficial people in the world. So instead of solving this issue in a mature way, I have to go through school day after day knowing that a bunch of nosey people are involved and judging me.

But other than that school has been great. For example, lunch as not failed me yet.

Am about to rush off to work. I must say that life is so god damn complicated but you know what I don't care anymore. Instead of thinking for myself, I've been getting myself rapped up in what others think of me that I'm starting to loose my own opinions and thoughts. ):

A Cup of Coffee Told Me #2

On my way back to L.A. after my little get away to San Francisco, I was sipping yet another cup of coffee and the Starbucks cup said...

The Way I See It #141
"I used to feel so alone in the city. All these gazillions of people and then me, on the outside. Because how do you meet a new person? I was very stumped by this for many years. And then I realized you just say, "Hi." They may ignore you or you many marry them. And that possibility is worth that one word."

- Augusten Burroughs

FML

It's a Friday night and I'm at home, alone. Whooopiee! -_-

So lately there's been alot of complications with prom. As of now I'm going with someone I don't even want to go with but of course my mouth always gets me in trouble. He asked in a very nice way and I couldn't bring myself to say "no" and now I'm stuck. The person who I truly wanted to go with is now going with another person and it's all because I couldn't say no. Booohoo...

Prom sucks! Instead of going to prom I think I'm going to get drunk and throw my own pathetic party. I'm just so disappointed how the way things turned out. I can't believe I'm going to prom, probably the most memorable and expensive night of my life, with someone who talks ALOT and who I recently discovered is super cheap. There you have it. I am going to use up the rest of my Friday night to sulk. Tootles!

By the way, does anyone have any books they would like to recommend? I need some sort of distraction.

I'm never opening my big mouth every again. It always gets me in trouble.